Hello, dear people,

My name is Nadezhda Georgieva, I am 45 years old and I am a mother of three children. I do not want to write these words. I don't want to beg for my life. But I don't have the strength anymore. Every day I feel myself melting down physically, mentally, spiritually. The pain is eating me up inside, and the fear is paralyzing me.

It all started two years ago when I was treating a chronic medication induced migraine. An experimental monoclonal antibody injection followed. After that, a breakdown. Hell. Pain low down, no answers. Pain to the right of my navel cutting, crushing, every time I try to eat. I stopped eating. I stopped sleeping. I stayed on only blended vegetable soups. My body refused everything. Everything.

Today I'm 46 pounds. I'm 165 cm tall.

I can't stop fighting, not for my kids! I have the right to disappear. I have no right to leave them. They are waiting for me at home. They want their mother. And their mother is a shadow. An empty shadow. I've been in hospitals three times here in Bulgaria, no diagnosis, no help, no hope.

I contacted doctors in Turkey. They looked at my case and asked me to leave urgently. Specialized tests, stay, observation... a chance for diagnosis, a chance for treatment. A chance for life.

But the means are unaffordable for me. And time..time is melting. My body gives up a little more every day. And I can't afford to give up. Not when three childlike souls are counting on me. Not when my heart still wants to be a mother. Woman. A man.

PLEASE HELP ME SAVE MYSELF