Our lives are turned upside down in an instant. So, out of nowhere, unexpectedly - a Cancer diagnosis. That word that takes your breath away, that brings fear, pain and despair. No one is prepared for it, no one is insured.

A small child waits every night for her to come back,crying when he wakes up looking for her, looking for her around the rooms,hoping to see her somewhere, he doesn't know what's going on and we don't know, but he, how to explain to him what's going on...(he's only dee years old ), who was used to her brushing his teeth at night, watching Masha and Bear together...and falling asleep nestled in her...

It's hard for all of us and we can't believe this is happening,so yesterday she graduated as a midwife,her dream was to be of help to many women and what has befallen her now she needs help.

Two months ago it all started,lower abdominal pains,which were getting worse,visited a gynaecologist,they said myoma,no pain there,they sent her to a nephrologist,then a urologist,and every specialist said something far from the hard truth.

We decided to do an MRI scan on 8.nov.24.they suspected malignancy in the myoma but then oncologists, gynecologists in Varna denied it, said there was nothing to worry about, probably kidneys and going to nephrologists again. She then contacted her lecturer who was going to operate on her but decided to do a curettage beforehand and send for histology and already there it was confirmed,that there was cancer,but not identified.

My brother and I went immediately to Anadolu Hospital in Turkey -where she is now,they did a hysterectomy,they examined the tumor and it came out - endometrial stromal sarcoma/and differentiated sarcoma,but it turns out that they don't have that much experience with high grade sarcomas and don't give much hope,our only hope now is to be able to get her to a hospital in the USA - MD Anderson,where they have a lot of new methods related to the treatment of sarcomas.

Hope is the last to die - Mom is with us, she is still so young, so kind and helpful person, why her, we pray every day, we still believe that miracles happen on Christmas, but will it happen to us.